Best friends; I have to admit, I think at one point in our friendship I developed feelings for you. But every girl wanted you and I wouldn’t dare ruin such a great friendship I had with you. You went to New York over the summer and despite being so far you still managed to keep a smile on my face. You sent me 5 paged good morning text messages and did whatever you could to keep in touch. You came back and it seemed like you never left me. You were my shoulder to cry on whenever a guy made me cry, the person who’d make everything better. And I feel, between all the good morning texts and hanging out, I managed to develop feelings for you. I let it go. I went for someone else because I know if I even TRIED going for you our friendship wouldn’t be the same. And now I regret it. You liked me too but I went for some jerk instead. And now not only are we not something we could’ve been, but we’re not even friends. We gradually drifted apart. It just makes me wonder what could’ve been. What COULD’VE happened if I had told you I liked you. But honestly, besides all of that, you were my best friend and now you’re gone.. like the rest of them
